OMG I WANT

so many things going on lately.. dont know whether i could be alright before soccer.
urh , he could at least text me using his mom's fone what happen right.
bleh ._. idontknow wht to do alr huh
just feel like taking a knife and stabbing it into my heart.just lemme die slowly in misery.sigh..

this challenge from god is maybe the greatest chllenge yet.. maybe i should just endure..
maybe.. i'll try to keep smiling..

and sorry Danish deq.. i know you trying so hard to cheer up ur kakaks. im really sorry taw deq ,
that i cant really cheer up now. and u are not useless. i promise i'll cheer up once im fine okeh?
sighh. i really sorry.

I miss you..

"Going back to the corner , where i first saw you"

Promise , is a big word you know.
you cant just make a promise to satisfy people
especially when you make a big promise not to make someone cry
but it's ok luh , tired of being sad already
sigh , what can i do? i cant force something to fall in place everytime
just know that i love you so much boyfriend
dont forget that , even though you'll say no you'd never forget
i said it cause i meant it , i wanna remind it to you everyday
you're the happiest thing that happened in my life :)

~

todal last day of school
tomorrow hosting the parents
im so bored right now
im missing him like mad
im very thankful to have a brother like fadzly
so glad the song "the man who cant be moved" was published
so glad that schools over
so glad that i pass my art
so glad that i got my kitkat
so glad to have soccer
so glad i change url
so sad schools over
so sad i miss Nisha and Fadzly and Yuji and Danish and Everybody
so sad no words could express it
so sad at him
so sad cant see himso sad he's not online
so angry my bro found my blog
so angry bout tht war
so angry im tired
so angry at him (not too much ^^ )
so angry i can kill myself
so angry i want more chocolate
so confuse right now
so confuse , whether to believe or not
so confuse if its the truth or just rumour
so tired i wanna sleep

BUT I DONT WANT :D
oklaa . bored giler.. Bye ^^

Cause life just gotta continue..

Today , FREE PERIODS again . cool uh but i nothing to do. second period went toilet otp Nisha . hahah^^ awesome. okaay then like nothing to do uh , reflection oso sleepy. RECESS ate quite alot O.O idk i neh saw him :/ ok then after recess no mother tongue.. hahah , jokes with cheryl was fun. then PE the isabel wong came , got the comic strip .____. blehh. then last period police talk. over over and over again . nonstop.. after school met Nisha thn mrt-ed and bus-ed to Greatworld. Ate Mac before walking around. went in alot of phone shops :D hahah , then went in one shop alot of MICKEY MOUSE can! omg manzxc. hahah , seriously like almost ever thing mickey or.. bleh minnie. heee no offence.. okaay , then at last just buy a candy! hahah , tomorrow phototaking. no tie :( borrowing from someone.. Illya maybe.. sighh. havent buy tie ! damn it. how i lost my tie seyh -______- okaay . back ache alr ! phew.. going to finish.. PPS: tomorrow last day of school :( gonna miss school and friends and free period and EVERYTHING alot. Him , Nisha , Danish , Soccer Girls , 201, Adeena , the 03s , 04s , Fadzly , Safid , Rushidy , the sec ones.. Gahh ._. Bye... xoxo ya'll ! and smile always ^^

yay having free period during IT. t'cher let us use comp , wee
nothing to do on computer actually, bahahah ^^
today having the match against henderson..
cant wait ! hahah :)
so cool uh , so long dont have friendly heheh
so today in school , brought books but neh use..
wasted energy -___-
heheh , then first two period also kinda free period..
2 period can. woo
then reading , fell asleep..
recess ate rice bleh ._. AND MILO :D
then after that was chem , talk like shit , t'cher lazy already.. lols !
then maths , i think ms chen pissed off le..
then now , BOOOOOOM
its IT , lols . i talking crap..
so bored... bleh ._.
BYE :D
i shall blog about the match later okaay :*

PPS: imissyou (L)

I Miss You...

tomorrow schooling..
tomorrow friendly with Henderson..
tomorrow is even
tomorrow im getting kitkat
tomorrow im seeing you :)

haiss , tomorrow . alot of stuffs happening..
finally we're not fighting about that stuff already.
forget about it already..
yes.. it's dead and gone.
if not we will be on rocks.
so scared that we will not be together again.
don't wanna have to repeat that process the second time..

PPS: through all of this , i realise to trust yourself and your loved ones.
dont be blinded by other people
cause they just want us to break down

ADIOUS :D

Today , AWESOME
slack in class. haha . nikita and cheyong , hahaha!
NISHA haha , DANISH haha , YUJI.EMERSON.KEVIN.IAN haha SPLASH WATER haha
EVERYTHING haha.
(Y)(Y)
went to library for some Info Literacy Thingy..
Bleh ._.
SCIENCE PRESENTATIONG (N)(N) so boring..
haha ,PUBLIC SPEAKING (Y)(Y) CRISTALLE :D (Y)(Y)
Nisha in hall , crawling just to sit beside me to talk , AHAHAH (Y)(Y) two times(:

i may seem happy , but im kinda hurt this time
i've been patience for so long , yet you're still so close to her
nothing wrong with that , except its an unpleasant sight
sometiems , it just jurts my heart
(N)(N)
i know you love me but.
omg , idontknow luh.
:( infact :'(
GAHH._.
*crying*

I LOVE YOU <3

today post exam activity ^^
played pogo sticks. FUN
break  watched movie.
DRANK 3 PACKETS OF MILO AND 1  PACKET OF ICE LEMON TEE AND 1 CAN OF MANGO H2O ! :O
after school played street soccer with siyi, cristalle, jisu, jess.
then went home.. so bored..
ahhahahah !

ILOVEYOUANDIMISSYOU:D yujimatsumura